firstly, i didnt remove my fucking post, is in the 'history' section or older post.
secondly, i am not a coward.
thirdly, dun blame a person if you never even find out...(talking about the posts)
fourthly, i dun care who support you or against me...let them be, let them say what they want to say, i dun care.
so what if i an a scumbag, what if i am a jerk? is my problem. why must you be busybody? cant you just stick with your studies and STOP CARING ABOUT ME!
also, i would like to thanks all the friends out there to be concerned about her...so she will be a political party soon...with all these powerful voters and supporters...
so i guess this is the very end. today also have no time to even look at her and smile...that thing is over for her, but other friends, either against me or neutral, i will stick smile from my heart...
so you better go and studies and get what you want as you already accomplish what you want...
oh, let me tell you this, friends you have is because you are in 4-10, you are smart and you are able to move the crowd... but once you are not smart, friends will start to decrease... i rather with no friends and ride solo, friends only take advantage, when in trouble, only true friends stays... hope you have those true friends.. or else you are nothing, NOTHING!
god damn it, damn pissed...sigh nvm... PLEASE, CHECK BEFORE YOU SCOLD! older post...below? beside comment? dumb...still ownself 4-10...
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Come on!
please stop replying to what i wrote and copy into your own... cant i keep this to myself and to those who read this blog? why must you be so busybody and tell to tell others?
sigh, wasting your time only...
nvm, so today, my managers have all convince me to stop working so many days and focus on studies...so i will listen to them, unless somebody who i never loved b4(the truth will told at 12 nov...so wait for it!)...so now, finally have that quality time with my family and friends!
firstly, fix my room and a photo of it which will be posted on fb soon! so be prepare for a normal room! haha...
secondly, catch up with my studies, i know i left less than 2 months, but is better den nothing. so chiong studies like a mad dog!!!
thirdly, spend time with my classmate to catch up relationship after wasted 3 months and never ever talk to them...haha..
so maybe you will see the kind side of AC, while some people will only see the dark side of AC, which is the most scariest part...if really know me well, you can understand me and able to joke with me! haha..but you only know the half of me, then you will only see the half me, either dark or kind or half of each side...
seriously speaking, in McDonald, i learn to be more daring, more confident and understand how hard is to be a McDonald crew, all the hard work and the things they do after we order,we eat and we left...is a lifetime experience for me. so thx! haha
so anyway, continue soon...haha 12 nov will be the truth speaking day in my blog...so stay tuned..bb ^^
sigh, wasting your time only...
nvm, so today, my managers have all convince me to stop working so many days and focus on studies...so i will listen to them, unless somebody who i never loved b4(the truth will told at 12 nov...so wait for it!)...so now, finally have that quality time with my family and friends!
firstly, fix my room and a photo of it which will be posted on fb soon! so be prepare for a normal room! haha...
secondly, catch up with my studies, i know i left less than 2 months, but is better den nothing. so chiong studies like a mad dog!!!
thirdly, spend time with my classmate to catch up relationship after wasted 3 months and never ever talk to them...haha..
so maybe you will see the kind side of AC, while some people will only see the dark side of AC, which is the most scariest part...if really know me well, you can understand me and able to joke with me! haha..but you only know the half of me, then you will only see the half me, either dark or kind or half of each side...
seriously speaking, in McDonald, i learn to be more daring, more confident and understand how hard is to be a McDonald crew, all the hard work and the things they do after we order,we eat and we left...is a lifetime experience for me. so thx! haha
so anyway, continue soon...haha 12 nov will be the truth speaking day in my blog...so stay tuned..bb ^^
Monday, August 30, 2010
Misery by Maroon 5
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I will never send
Sometimes these cut are so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them bleed
So let me be
I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
Not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
You say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting near
I don't care where I have to run
Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/misery-lyrics-maroon-5.html ]
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I will never send
Sometimes these cut are so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them bleed
So let me be
I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
Not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
I'll set you free
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
You say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting near
I don't care where I have to run
Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/misery-lyrics-maroon-5.html ]
Nice job, AC
really, well done! you had make a person to hate you forever, and you know this is for her own good. you will even use your relationship to let her know that you are never mend for her and she should find a better one than you.
i think she will never ever read this blog even i am dead...
so, let my truth be told here...
firstly, i am never mend for you.
secondly, i am letting you learn a lesson that boys cannot be easily trusted.
thirdly, i did this on purpose.
fourthly, this is the only way to make you hate me forever.
fifthly, i really don't want you to stick with me forever, 'cause my future is a dangerous life, no 100% survival, only 100% death.
wish you never meet me in the 1st place and never being a friend b4 and never talk to you...
if you read this post, which you never will, then please just read and leave this website and never send me any sms or comment...
i m sorry to say i m ready for a next relationship
i think she will never ever read this blog even i am dead...
so, let my truth be told here...
firstly, i am never mend for you.
secondly, i am letting you learn a lesson that boys cannot be easily trusted.
thirdly, i did this on purpose.
fourthly, this is the only way to make you hate me forever.
fifthly, i really don't want you to stick with me forever, 'cause my future is a dangerous life, no 100% survival, only 100% death.
wish you never meet me in the 1st place and never being a friend b4 and never talk to you...
if you read this post, which you never will, then please just read and leave this website and never send me any sms or comment...
i m sorry to say i m ready for a next relationship
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Mission Accomplish?
Wow, felt like I did a move to break someone's heart completely to make that someone to care less about me.
Why? because I know myself well, I saw this week's schedule...everyday got my name on it, all night! School is like a heaven for me to sleep only...'Cause it fits the requirement-quiet and windy- well not that quiet until when i can listen to music and sleep...
Hope you never read this post, someone, cause you be caring it again. So please, i left your life to give you a better tomorrow and future, so find a better man than me. I am the most useless person everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
Maybe this is what I call 'mission accomplish' and 'great job!' haha..
Sorry to do this, no choice...
Also, I always learn things from the hard way and hands on.... So I learn to smoke, I know is bad for health, but at least I got the experience and scar it in my life... So today, I had stop smoking and a great lesson i ever had.
So, let see what I learned today:
1. learn how to make a person care less
2. gain experience, you need to learn the hard way
3. I m the useless person ever.
4. I m a crazy person, who work non-stop.
So, let see what I learned during the 'hard way':
1. kena hit by car(haven fall)
2. jump off a wall(at least 1.2 times of my height)
3. had a gf
4. break with gf
5. my working experience in McDonald
6. fall off a bike(at least 6 times, mostly have blood coming out)
7. smoke(total shut down)
8. drink(currently still on)
9. gamble(currently still on)
I think I had that much in my memory, but is still others...haha
So, leave a comment if you want something lame in the next post, it can be a joke or an essay. But all will be in broken English and might got sued, 'cause it is added with politician...
BB, see you in the next post...if there is anyone reading it...haha
Why? because I know myself well, I saw this week's schedule...everyday got my name on it, all night! School is like a heaven for me to sleep only...'Cause it fits the requirement-quiet and windy- well not that quiet until when i can listen to music and sleep...
Hope you never read this post, someone, cause you be caring it again. So please, i left your life to give you a better tomorrow and future, so find a better man than me. I am the most useless person everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
Maybe this is what I call 'mission accomplish' and 'great job!' haha..
Sorry to do this, no choice...
Also, I always learn things from the hard way and hands on.... So I learn to smoke, I know is bad for health, but at least I got the experience and scar it in my life... So today, I had stop smoking and a great lesson i ever had.
So, let see what I learned today:
1. learn how to make a person care less
2. gain experience, you need to learn the hard way
3. I m the useless person ever.
4. I m a crazy person, who work non-stop.
So, let see what I learned during the 'hard way':
1. kena hit by car(haven fall)
2. jump off a wall(at least 1.2 times of my height)
3. had a gf
4. break with gf
5. my working experience in McDonald
6. fall off a bike(at least 6 times, mostly have blood coming out)
7. smoke(total shut down)
8. drink(currently still on)
9. gamble(currently still on)
I think I had that much in my memory, but is still others...haha
So, leave a comment if you want something lame in the next post, it can be a joke or an essay. But all will be in broken English and might got sued, 'cause it is added with politician...
BB, see you in the next post...if there is anyone reading it...haha
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
is gone...
haha...thr will be a new ac coming out, the old 1 is down...
oh btw i will nvr invite a person to the private post.... i will say y tmr...haha
sigh...
bb see u in private tmr, blog!
oh btw i will nvr invite a person to the private post.... i will say y tmr...haha
sigh...
bb see u in private tmr, blog!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
'Perfect' by Hedley
Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong
I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/perfect-lyrics-hedley.html ]
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong
I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/perfect-lyrics-hedley.html ]
2 more days...
2 more days den tis blog will be privatize.... 2 people for sure to be allowed are nicole and sarah...hahahaha... dun blame me or complain in other social website say i did something to make some1 sad....if tis continue, the allowance is off... if some1 know wat i mean...or nt....
wat i do is always wrong and only strangers and my friend who dont know me vry well appreciate it only... but others think is a nonsense or offenses....sigh nvm....
2 more days!!!!
bb public blog, will miss u, oh btw if any1 wans to read my lame and anger blog, sms me to inform me
wat i do is always wrong and only strangers and my friend who dont know me vry well appreciate it only... but others think is a nonsense or offenses....sigh nvm....
2 more days!!!!
bb public blog, will miss u, oh btw if any1 wans to read my lame and anger blog, sms me to inform me
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
now i know...
firstly, i realize that i m still a problem maker....
secondly, being a forgetful person could cause massive trouble...
thirdly, now home is just like a place for me stay...
fourthly, i m pissing every1 off!!!
fifthly, goin to make my blog private... i will allow some ppl only...
sixthly, there is a word call 'sixthly'? hahaha...
now i m jst being lame again...and i m so sorry for making every1 feeling tat i m jst a lame person...actually i shld stay out of everyone's life and they will have their best life... and Sarah, i doesnt mean u...pls dun take it in ur heart...
in friendship, i think i m using them only...i think i find new friends again....sigh, i think nxt time mostly is Malays...haha
so tis is the last time u seeing tis post as a public post...so bb....^^ i will leave tis till fri, after i send Sarah home...^^
secondly, being a forgetful person could cause massive trouble...
thirdly, now home is just like a place for me stay...
fourthly, i m pissing every1 off!!!
fifthly, goin to make my blog private... i will allow some ppl only...
sixthly, there is a word call 'sixthly'? hahaha...
now i m jst being lame again...and i m so sorry for making every1 feeling tat i m jst a lame person...actually i shld stay out of everyone's life and they will have their best life... and Sarah, i doesnt mean u...pls dun take it in ur heart...
in friendship, i think i m using them only...i think i find new friends again....sigh, i think nxt time mostly is Malays...haha
so tis is the last time u seeing tis post as a public post...so bb....^^ i will leave tis till fri, after i send Sarah home...^^
i found my song!!!
i think this song is representing me.... Perfect by Hedley.
is a wonderful song...^^ so i m now talking to this new look old self blog...hahaha dead as usual...so just let me talk to myself den...
oh, btw i vandalize my table in the hall....gt 3 title about me...but is not complete and the exam is coming to an end...how!!!?? i must take a photo of it!!! den i post...haha, but any1 gt the time, go and see my table in hall b4 is too late...
so anyway,...so bored now and preparing to work.... lifeless me....cant accompany my love...cos there ain't a chance for both of us to go out...is either she or me... so i m taking all the blame..=) so u r nvr wrong, is mine. =D
so looking forward to the long holiday after O's...prepare to ans a lot of call from my work..hahahaha to tell me u dun need to work!!!hahaha
okok bb blog...maybe you can be alive and tell what should i do to keep this love forever.... cos i no more tag board, u all only can comment....so comment if u wan..is just below...hahaha
kk bb end of post liao...
I'm not alive if I'm lonely... part of the song...Perfect by Hedley!!!
is a wonderful song...^^ so i m now talking to this new look old self blog...hahaha dead as usual...so just let me talk to myself den...
oh, btw i vandalize my table in the hall....gt 3 title about me...but is not complete and the exam is coming to an end...how!!!?? i must take a photo of it!!! den i post...haha, but any1 gt the time, go and see my table in hall b4 is too late...
so anyway,...so bored now and preparing to work.... lifeless me....cant accompany my love...cos there ain't a chance for both of us to go out...is either she or me... so i m taking all the blame..=) so u r nvr wrong, is mine. =D
so looking forward to the long holiday after O's...prepare to ans a lot of call from my work..hahahaha to tell me u dun need to work!!!hahaha
okok bb blog...maybe you can be alive and tell what should i do to keep this love forever.... cos i no more tag board, u all only can comment....so comment if u wan..is just below...hahaha
kk bb end of post liao...
I'm not alive if I'm lonely... part of the song...Perfect by Hedley!!!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
hello!
Good morning blog, i am now going to work now. Now you have a new look, hope you won't die easily. Okok so i have nothing to post now...the day haven't pass...
so ByeBye!
so ByeBye!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
new blog...^^
i m now starting afresh with new blogskin.! so all previous post is again deleted...^^brb for posts.
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